Hard

Life's never easy.
It's happening. I've to be strong, I've left with no other choice, right?
Gimme a break. Let me sit down one corner, lost in thought, for a while. (Call it emo if you want)
I just need an outlet for a few moments, and I'll be back. Let me go again when I need to. I have my own life. I want to be with people. No point being on my own.
For quite some time, my initiatives have been long buried. It may resurface once in a while and be glad for the times I tried to be the "active" one. Not all actions are expected to be reciprocated, I understand. Maybe that's how the term "passive" is being implied? Or does it just mean "I don't give a damn"
Everyone has got their own problems. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Let's face it, humans judge. I have a problem, you have your opinion and you judge how I handle my problem with your opinion. Fine. What can I say.
Guess its just part of growing up, making decisions. Can't run away from it. So I'm trying to walk out of it. Before I know it, I may just fly and leave everything behind.

Wake me up from all these nonsense. I'm just so fucked up, whatever.