Patriotic

Had this thought that I should abandon this blog. Why am I compelled to pour my feelings/thoughts here? It's like if I don't do it I don't feel good? It's like I've to feed this blog something at least once per month? Am I trying to prove something here? To who, myself? Or is it just a journal that archives what I've been through?
I don't have an answer for that, so heck I'll just type now.

National Day's round the corner. Just hope to use this chance to remind all of us Singaporeans to not take things for granted, complain less(stop f***ing complain if you don't understand) and help the unfortunate more. Use this time to also reflect on why are we celebrating National Day? What is there to celebrate? Are you proud to call this place HOME where your family and friends are? What will you do to defend what's yours and not let others taking them away from you?

It's in our instinct to be selfish and to always spot things that go wrong first instead of things that go well.
I hope we all can be *censored* (I don't know why I'm in a vulgar mood today) less selfish and appreciate the good things than pointing fingers at the bad things.

Ever since I chosen the poly path, I'm like always one step behind from my secondary school friends. It's like I've to live with it, I know. I am. Just that I need time to get used to each different phase of life. From them entering JC, taking their promos, mugging for As, entering NS for the guys, all the army talks, celebrating ORD, enjoying their uni orientation camps, and now starting of their school term. So each time when I meet them I must somehow constantly be aware of which stage of life they are now and I'm NOT at the same stage as them. Only then I can ask appropriate questions about their life so far, without anything to do with my life currently (future maybe). Maybe not exactly living in their shadows, though I can choose to look at it that way if I want to be negative about it. Also I think I've repeated umpteenth times that I do NOT regret my choice back then, it's a different route for me. Unlike the rest, my route some what is planned for the rest of my 7-10 years maybe? (Less the university part, I haven't completed the application YET =x)

Oh, did I mention, I am so enjoying my singlehood life =)