Of blogger, weekends and health

This is the long overdue screenshot that I mentioned I couldn't even upload the picture. See that old school HTMLs like < a href = blah > Publish Post < /a >?

Blogger got better today. Managed to upload picture but the layout still disgust me.

I want to upload a few pictures. Like my commissioning parade. I did it for my POP about a year ago. Just putting it here to leave a mark in this blog. It has been a few posts that I didn't include any photos.

My mind isn't working very well for the past few weeks. Feeling anti-social, undecisive and all. Maybe due to lack of plans; I don't even look forward to weekends as there's nothing for me to look forward to. I kinda like imprumtu meetups, starting to hate scheduling events in advanced. So I think I didn't enjoy the month of July/August that much, maybe due to NDP commitments?. But I think it is getting better for the weeks to come. I'm filling up my calendar. There is a list of things I want to embark on, I dare not list it down here for fear I might not have the heart/time/energy to continue on. Shall announce them when I successfully accomplished them. Hope for the remaining months of 2009, I will be smiling more than sighing.

Oh it really feels TERRIBLE being sick. Don't know does it hold true for you all, your body just knows when it is not working well and is on the verge of falling ill - mine just knows. And you could tell you're feeling different, weak, extremely lethargic when you are really really sick - unlike when you're just feeling plain lazy and unmotivated, though I thought both might just feel the same. And for me, I would actually missed the times when my body is well and fighting fit; I just don't wanna stay in bed feeling that I was gonna die, just terrible. It was just a 3 day of fever that earned me my long weekend last week. Didn't had fever in a span of days before.

Now that I am well, sometimes as I walked towards to fridge or somewhere, I would think to self, "oh good, I don't think I'm feeling sick, feels goooood to be well and energetic now". It just makes me appreicate my health when I have it now. Can't imagine when I'm like really really old with all sorts of illness. Crap.