Moving on

Everything comes with a price and I've to face the consequences for all the decisions that I've made.

I just can't help but to feel that way. I just have to move on.

Tough times

Going through tough times in my army life now. I am gonna endure through. I know on my commissioning day, I would look back at all these with smile (and maybe tears) on my face. I just hope my health don't give in that much. I am afraid of disappointing others - people whom cared. I must not let them down, at the same time I must hang in there. I think I am taking care of myself, though that very first time I was put on IV drip, I thought I didn't actually push myself THAT hard as what the doc as said. In any case, I'm not so foolish to lose my life away just like that anyway.

Just random note, I kinda missed the ups and downs, bitter sweet year 2007. Was referring to a post about 8 random facts about myself back then. Didn't feel obliged to list 25 things on facebook, though it's rather fun to read what others have written (and it's nice to be the one of the 10 or 25 "chosen" ones).